Do you know what you're afraid of, once you're being totally honest about it all and scratch a bit beneath the surface. I just realise that something I really fear is that my time on earth will lack any impact or bearing. Some achieve greatness through their action, others achieve greatness through simply being in the wrong place at the wrong time and manage to do the right thing... whilst the rest seem to make a name for themselves after they go and even more seem to get famous for being terrible.
I'm afraid of being invisible. Here I am at 30 years of age and the older I get the more invisible I seem to become. My actions have no real bearing on anything at all, sure it appeases some of those I'm around, pacifies even, but if has no real impact, no real meaning, no real difference that you can see as a direct result. Perhaps I'll achieve great things, I can only hope!
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